Scream

the pressure ...its like ye no....somebody stuck a hi-pressure hose up yer arse and turned the tap on full blast and yer skin is so tight it wont stretch or bend ...creak ...ye can almost hear it creak and the pressure canny get out it fills ye up every fibre and it canny get out so it goes all the way up up to yer brain turns it to mud ...its like pure mush ...and its like yer whole body will explode yer head yer ears yer mouth yer nose and yer eyes ...its like ...yer eyes ...and someone is poking them with their fingers like from the inside and theyre about to shoot out from yer head and ye shut yer eyes tight just to keep them in just to keep them in yer head and yer screaming ...yer walking along the road and yer screaming ...and nobody can hear ye and ye know they canny hear ye because theyre just walking along pure normal doing normal things that people do ... normally... like they dont know whats going on inside ye because they dont know who ye are they dont even know that ye exist they just dont know ...but the pressure is overwhelming ye and yer screaming and ye dont understand why they canny hear ye scream because its the loudest yeve ever screamed ...ever ... then ye realise there isnt any hose no hose up yer arse no hand turning a tap no fingers poking yer eyes from the inside but yer brain is still mud ...pure mush ...and still yer screaming ...louder now because ye canny understand where the pressure is coming from if there isnt any hose or any tap no fingers inside yer head. how can none of this be real how can ye be imagining it all ...how can ye make stuff like that up in yer head? so ye canny understand how something that isnt real thats a figment of yer own imagination can create so much pressure inside ye about things that have never happened might never happen ... or might ... but ye just dont know because ye canny know what might or might not ...happen ...and ye canny understand how something that doesnt even exist something ye involuntarily made up in yer mushy brain can be so fucking sore so painful it can fuck ye up so hard so ye scream ... scream the loudest ye ever have ...ever ...and people so close ...as close as I am to ye now they canny even hear ye!